With my director and friend’s encouragement, I registered for the SXX’s Birthday Bash and got selected and matched by The Dating Loft. The party was fun and met up with a couple of new friends and I had to play hide and seek with a couple of guys who were really adamant on getting my number or just wanted to talk to me. (Nope, I didn’t give out my number to anyone) That freaked me out quite a bit. Claressa even commented that when I got out of the hall, I looked like a prey! *Yikes*
Somewhere inside me, I still feel comfortable being alone. I like to sit in the train without anyone trying their funny ideas on me. I prefer the walk home alone. However anti-social I may be now. I feel real stupid. What do I do with this residual feelings? There isnt a bin where I can trash it. There is no eraser to remove it. I can only lock it up but it will still be there. Bakamitai.
