Dear God, with Your grace and my friends’ constant prayers, I’ve definitely came a long way. Feel so much lighter now. =D I stumbled upon something (ive deleted it) in my SD card, I suppose I saved it while I was traveling. During my last days in Cambodia, I was sitting alone in front on the hostel’s bar overwhelmed by sadness. Am baring my heart and sharing this with You – I am never strong, I am always in need of Your wisdom and grace, Your protection and Your guidance and power to resist temptation.
I will learn that for some, there can be no love or of any sort. For they do not have us in their hearts. Come end of 2009, there will be another surprise. It will determine how much of “alaska” is left. Shd the promise not be delivered, I will give it up and they shall be lost forever. Will never ask for it anymore. Hate it that it has to sound like a business proposition. But its the truth and it is what I have to accept. Hence for now, I ask for patience and peace in my heart.
come end 2009. 2010 will be another new beginning! New resolutions to make! November is coming coming coming! YAY!

I like your style
You phrase it nicely. If it were to come from me, it would sound more like “Either me or F off!”
Sorry for the angst, been helping a close friend cope with his separation anxiety lol!
Meet up again!
Hey Buddy! Def HAVE to meet up with you!!! =D Talk soon!